juno-magic replied to your post “I hate it when I’m straddling the fence—sadness on one side, happiness…”

*hugs & sends good thoughts*

Thank you for giving me a nudge in the right direction. =)

I hate it when I’m straddling the fence—sadness on one side, happiness on the other—and someone comes along and gives me a little nudge in the wrong fucking direction.

I miss my t’hy’la.


star trek is literally every text post ever made on this website

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Look I drew some Kirks. Used a reference on most of them.


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you're short toooooo?? omg who else am i gonna find out today is short irl

I’m always puzzled by how people respond to my height! XD In real life I have people react to me in the most bizarre or disrespectful ways because I’m so petite. They seem to think it’s ok to gush at me, or call me cute names, or *shudder* try to pick me up (and that is NEVER ok).

To me, I’m just ME, and I’d be just as much myself if I was six feet tall and built like a brick shithouse, though perhaps people would take me more seriously then. That’s part of the fun of interacting on the internet, I guess. On the internet I’m not just short, or thin, or weird (well, no, I’m still weird) or any other such thing, I’m mostly just a writer/artist chick. I like that.

Anyway, sorry if I’m rambling at you! Yes, I’m very short, but that’s what high heels are for! =)

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Name: You may call me Rowan 

Nickname: Ro

Birthday: February 6

Gender: Female

Sexuality: I’m…flexible.

Height: Just five feet tall, and not particularly thrilled about it. 

Time Zone: *is currently on a starship*

What time and date is it there: The date is 9/11, the time, BEDTIME.

Average hours of sleep I get each night: I do well with 6 hours, but have been getting 4 or 5. 

The last thing I Googled was: I was looking for porn. For reference. You know, for art. The things I do for art…

My most used phrase(s): ”That’s amaaaaazing.” <—-Add heaping dose of sarcasm.

First word that comes to mind: Wow, I think I just spontaneously meditated. My mind went completely blank. Um…ok, got it: Craptastic.

What I last said to a family member: ”Okay, well, I’d better go.” and before that, “Yeah, sure. I’ll get right on that.” Sarcastic? Me?

One place that makes me happy & why: It’s not so much any one place, but anywhere peaceful where I can sit and read.

How many blankets I sleep under: I sleep under a sheet in the summer, and at least two blankets during the winter.

Favourite beverage(s): I am very fond of both tea and coffee.

The last movie I watched in the cinema: Captain America: The Winter Soldier

Three things I can’t live without: My boys, food, water. Oh, and AIR. Might need some of that, too!

Something I plan on learning: Everything. I will then promptly forget everything. I’m actually studying some interesting topics right now for the sake of a fic I plan to write soon.

A piece of advice for all my followers: I do not believe I am in any position to be giving life advice, but I would encourage you to be kind to yourselves, even when especially when others are being unkind to you.

You all have to listen to this song:  Cosmic Love by Florence And The Machine. It makes me all dreamy and happy.

My blog(s): I have my personal blog, my fic rec blog, and my nsfw art blog.

I usually try to tag people but I am completely exhausted and need to go to bed. I can assure you though, I do want to know about you and would be happy to see any of the people I follow fill this out! =)

"The Theory of Quantum Cosmology" by eloquentelegance [Archive of Our Own]


Basically a prose poem about string theory. Which totally doesn’t make me cry every fucking time I read it. Except it totally does.

Help I'm in love


that does sound like a problem.  have you tried excising all your emotions and becoming an empty void?